20070118

please to meet you, i'm flash

just got this quiz from dendy. well, because now you now who i am, please excuse me, i have to save the town..........

Your results:
You are The Flash
























The Flash
70%
Robin
68%
Green Lantern
60%
Spider-Man
50%
Supergirl
43%
Iron Man
40%
Superman
35%
Hulk
30%
Catwoman
25%
Batman
25%
Wonder Woman
23%
Fast, athletic and flirtatious.


Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

an addiction problem or more than that?

Today I realize that until now I haven’t able to control myself in term of using time. I still love to hold my works until the dateline arrive. Well, not only arrive, but also beyond arrive. Do you now what I mean. For example: this blog. I already have a plan to write for this blog. Because writing blog in internet café will be expensive, so I was planed to do it in my house first, then I upload it in internet with a flashdisk. But do you now, I’ve already plan this since November? And I just realize it right now. So, what things influence me to hold my work like this? First, I thought it was my addict to a computer game. You see, I really like playing computer game, especially football manager, until late of night (ooohhh…the game is just so fantastic). Just when I start to run my computer, and have my left hand above the keyboard and my right hand on the mouse, that football manager start “calling” me. And that happen, instead of my right hand clicking my data (to work), it click the football manager application. Then I speak to myself “ok, I only play this for 1 hour, not more!” But then 1 hour become 2 hours, and 2 hours become 3 hours. And when I realize, I’ve already too sleepy too work. And it will be the same again tomorrow, the next day, or the next week. But then I realize, it’s not about my addiction to the game, it’s about I don’t have determination to do my work. I don’t have a will to walk extra miles to finish it. If I have it, right now that game already vanished from my computer. But why I don’t have determination? Now, it’s all clear. It is not about addiction to a game, it is not about my laziness. But this is about I don’t have anything to pursue in my life. I don’t have anything that I want to achieve. And if I have, it is not clear enough to make me want to achieve it. For GOD sake!! It is bigger than an addiction problem. If I have something to achieve in my life (and it’s clear enough-I’m wondering do I need to make OGSM for my life?), I will have determination to make it happen. And if I have determination (and also discipline), I will make my work on time. Sometimes I think I’m a “past” person. I always wonder: “oh, where is my passion now, I have had it 2 years ago”, or “GOD, why I don’t have any passion like I did 2 years ago”. I should stop thinking of that and start thinking of the future. I’m already 24,5. I will be 25 in June. And it is bad if you already 25 and still wondering where will you go from here. I should know it 2 years ago. Well I hope this is a good beginning for me. People always say that the first step to end your problem is to admit that you HAVE a problem. Well, we’ll see.

(i need this)